Wednesday, January 28, 2009



before talking halk a lougie, like a get your point across easier

Tuesday, January 27, 2009





my REAL family

why GS? not for the money, so i can have a real family

email after c'out reads: i'll keep this short since i know we're all busy, but before i c'out i go through a phase where i condition myself to expect and accept rejection, my spirit turning stone-like. oh the lies i tell myself, just to get through the day. i can't even begin to express how much your words personally and professionally mean to me. i saved each one of your e-mails.

thanks again boys and gals, street meat dinner monday night on me? :)

there are no happy jobs. there are only happy people. happiness derives from research and planning (r&p) the night before, not celebrating. celebrating is just comes with the territory of r&p.

Monday, January 26, 2009

she hates shopping

dolly lenz hates shopping. she spends 3 minutes in the store to get prada and fendi then leaves the store back to close deals.

you should never have time to idly covet.

come out, COME OUT

come out EVERY DAY...relive that experience, the anxiety, excitement, and following pride of when you first came out...this will be my fuel for the rest of my life, but do it DAILY! listen to gay techno!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

be the biggest, funniest, good asshole (not bad asshole ever!) you can be.

forget the self-help books, this is the real world.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


ok the ultimate productive, life healing lesson is below: block off time in your day TO DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AND/OR PLAY DUMB GAMES.

so after 7pm it's a wrap for me. maybe i shouldn't have even posted this since it's counterproductive to my post.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

it all comes with the territory

when you feel like crap, don't wanna get outta bed, research, deal with people, or prepare for the gym- only the top 15% of successful people understand that it all comes with the territory. so tell yourself that when you don't feel like going on.

also, be a bad news stock once it plunges after news, SECONDS, after media hits, then sell immediately after it bounces up (sometimes next trading day, i.e. US Flight 1549 landing on the hudson)

Friday, January 16, 2009

the shrewd love

ok, after haphazardly writing my oil post below and watching a great video about our fed (google: creature from jekyll island), i fizzled back into normalcy and realized that i don't have a big enough 'why?' (don't self-help barf on me)

what is my drive for doing things in said previous post? so i can fund my own fashion line, devoid of predictable madison ave. trends and nauseating park ave. pretense. make real shit that effortlessly flaunts itself.

i'll post pics of my creations (to do: buy mannequin) keeping costs extremely low/non-existent and pass off the savings to my savvy clientèle: the buffooning hollywood, uptown cerebral, yet still spiritually unstructured set. always on point, never pointy.

new goal: oil & energy

work for an oil/energy company and work my way up, since it's a commodity always in demand in my lifetime, regardless of economy.

devil's advocate: why not taxes? great side gig. i keep an eye on the fed/dc and legally optimize my situation from current laws. this area (especially political psychology) affects finance greatly, below.

devil's advocate: why not finance? also a great side gig, but wall st. is only electronic money, and is cyclical with a herd mentality. i time the market on a macro level, since the the market is based on 90% psychology, 10% fundamentals.

devil's advocate: why not real estate? similar to finance, above.

devil's advocate: why not tech? unfortunately, i'm not a geek. i 'd have to understand on a transistor level and re-do schooling. however, i maximize it on a user level to perform at the most efficient levels, and keep knowledgeable geeks close by.

quote - capitalism

some people regard private enterprise as a predatory tiger to be shot. others look on it as a cow they can milk. - youtube poster

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

quote of all quotes: guiltless

tell yourself: never feel guilty, i'm human, i deserve it

couple this with being 'cost-focused' (especially with relationships/emotions, on top of assets) and you are set for life.

if i could only have 2 things

1) my work ethic
2) my sense of humor

people may think these two things are weird and random, but at this stage in my life, i realize that these are the two most important things i NEED right now.

i want a million other things (see my 'cum dump' post), but now is not the time for coveting (hi dolly lenz). hopefully sometime in the future i can afford to have the time to think about what i want, like orgies, beige three-quarter topcoats, and my 48th floor penthouse which i will get!

but for now, these are the two things i need to get there. oh yeh, and they happen to generally be free.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

adam smith

adamsmith on streeteasy makes $1 million a yr, drives a 1980's SUV, lives well below his means, and enjoys his wife who came from poor meanings

quote - laugh

laugh and whole world laughs with you, cry and you cry alone.

i must be stressed out, three quotes in a row.

quote - leadership seeks no approval

if you seek credit or approval, leadership is not for you - some dude online

the dichotomy of epic hauteness resides in this quote. it's not so much about being humble, but prioritizing work completion over bread-breaking, like a minneapolis state of mind

Monday, January 12, 2009

quote - jack donaghy

oh god, "push the envelope." you know who uses that phrase? people who don’t have the guts to work inside the system. letter writers, radicals, howard dean. - jack donaghy

Sunday, January 11, 2009

only work is happiness

it allows you a personality,
allows you dinner conversation,
affords you real celebration,
allows you genuine humor,
saves you from sexual promiscuous bones and it's arms of emptiness and dullness,
finds your voice, that childhood swag.

i talk with a raspy voice, things are smoother.

Friday, January 2, 2009

a dividing wall is a healthy one.

private, alone space is healthy, prime space. this is forgotten amidst the con artists who publicly prioritize openness and self-expression above all. they are usually self-help authors or PhD's who couldn't handle the real world thus choosing an eternal second class life devoted to impractical, ambiguous teachings. don't show your full hand to these sexless losers, ever.

it's always better to leach than to be leached, though i fucking hate leaches.


this blog involves itself in all things haute - money and taxes, pre-commercial fashion, sex-bending, embarrassment, all served with a sardonic breath in a direct and ill manner.

if you steal my ideas, just note that your company would've faired better in the long run had you hired me instead.